In My Dreams

Long before we know ourselves, our paths are already set in stone.
Some may never figure out their purpose in life, and some will.
There are a lot of us who are caught up in this hell we all live in.
Content with being blinded by rules and judgment.

We live in a world where it's more okay to follow than to lead.
In this world being a leader is trouble for the system we are all accustomed to.
Being a leader in this day and age is being a threat.
Not many people stood up against the system we all call life.

But toward the end of our first ten years into the millennium we heard a voice.
A voice who was speaking to us from the underground for some time.
A voice who spoke of vulnerabilities and other human emotions and issues never before heard so vividly and honest.

This is the story of a young man who not only believed in himself, but his dreams too.
This is the story of 'The Man On The Moon'

-Kid Cudi

Sunset and Sammies

Danny and I went fishing yesterday and had a little picnic on the boat. We didn't catch a darn thing though! =( We made macaroni grilled cheese sammies with tomato soup on the boat and had a nice time. It was DE-LIGHT-FUL!<3

The view from the back of his parent's boat.

Boat Potluck!

Went out to Danny's boat a few weeks ago and had ourselves a little potluck kickback. Danny and I made shrimp cerviche! It could've tasted a little better. Haha but I had fun making it with him and my mom. Danny said we are like the Kneely's from, "Down Home with the Kneely's" on Food Network. Haha <3

Overdoo

These are way overdue photos but w/e. Better late then never! I don't even remember when these photos were taken but we were at Sutra for JohnJohn's bday, I remember that much! He was suppose to DJ (DJ MISO) that night but for some reason or another, it didn't work out and he wasn't able to. Nonetheless, we had a good time and enjoyed ourselves. =)

Why So Serious?

I find this in the company of my friends. <3

I Need a Change in the Wind

Gosh! At work this month , I've already loss 12hrs of work due to the learners being sick. I mean, it's unfortunate that they're sick and junk and I was too, at one point this month, but I'm losing my hours! and they're not easy to make-up. =( As much as I enjoy working with these kids, the work schedule is SO inconsistent! I don't have a set schedule; where even when someone is sick, I can still come into work (like at a school setting). Everything is so dependent on the family's health. One of the mom cancelled TWICE because she had a headache. And here I am at home, with no work. As much I like the down time and the breaks in between, I'm not making any money and that really is a problem for me. I want a second job! or maybe even a new job if I'm working more hours, like 35+ hours. Time for a change, really.

On another note, since I've been working here, I feel that the more I work here at the homes, the less I'm enjoying the idea of doing ABA. It gets so lonely and boring sometimes; and it TOUGH work! I almost got my shirt ripped last week! :O They can be aggressive little monsters, sometimes! Haha Here, I have no coworkers to talk to or anyone to interact with. Sure, I have the learner there but half the time they're really not there. Not to sound heartless or selfish, but it's not like I can really have a conversation with them or anything. =/ Working here has made realize that I need to work in a social environment; where I can talk to people and actually have coworkers. I'm a 'people person," always have been. Maybe it really is time for a change...

Guardian Angel...

we all have one... =)

By DanMadek

Youre Out of this World!

Had a great Valentines day with my babe! Went out to eat, watched New York, I Love You & Maria Full of Grace, and hung out all night. Love you, Sweetie!

What a cutie with nice teefies.

I named her Patty; after Patty Mayonnaise. Haha

Danny wrote me a poem. It's the little things like this that makes me love him so much!
Hahaha! Brace face!

Love is a Many-Splendored Thing

Happy Valentines Day! I hope everyone is having a good jump start to their day so far. I am well aware that Valentines day is just a Hallmark day but it's a nice excuse to be with someone you love. We should all spend today with someone special; whether it be with friends, family, and/or lovers . I mean, it shouldn't be the only day we take the time out to say things like, "i love you" or "be mine forever" to the people we care about but you get the idea..Haha

I started the day by going to church with Xuan and Danny this morning. Still pretty tired from our outting last night though. Tonight, Danny and I are having dinner at Chimayo (I think that's what it's called?) in HB. We don't really have plans afterwards, but we'll see where the rest of the night takes us!

OLD photo but just look at all the LOVE that's going on here! Haha

Goodwill= Good finds!

Went to this big Goodwill store off of Fairview last night with Xuan and she donated a big bag of clothes and stuff. I found some awesome pieces for dirt cheap! Unfortunately, we didn't have much time to explore around the store because they were closing but the items I did find, I'm happy with! =) I want to go again soon. It's probably one of the biggest Goodwill stores I've been to that actually carry nice things and not just junk. Haha

Brown leather loafer $5.99

Still in great condition!

*New* black leather purse w/ polka dot detailing $4.99

Blue leather shoulder wallet/bag I got for mom $1.99

Spirit of the West

Danny and I have been working on this puzzle for a while now; along with this other larger puzzle we've been doing at the same time (equally unsuccessful, as of now). This puzzle is a 1000 piece puzzle that is almost impossible to do! The shape and color of the pieces are so similar that it takes hours just to get a few pieces connected. I want to finish it SOON but it seems nearly unattainable at this point! It's currently laying in the middle of my bedroom floor and people are always stepping on it when they come in; and the baby is always trying to get to it. I wouldn't be suprise if we're missing a piece or two. =/ We need some help! :O

This is what it's suppose to look like.

and this is where we're at after about a month or so. Feeling a little defeated much? YES!

Man vs Food

Food won, again. Specifically, the Special #2 Ramen! Hector tried the challenge once before but was not successful. Second time around, Chad and Danny decides to face the bowl of horror with Hector. Let's just say it was NOT a pretty sight. Sometimes, you just have to know your role and let it go...just let it go.

Whethered or Not!

This past Saturday we went to Xuan's opening art show, "Whethered or Not," held at the Exit gallery at CSUF. Her and her classmates set up a gallery of just their work and they did a good job. The arts that were displayed were really cool. I particularly liked Charlie's work. It was bright and real detailed. Kind of cartoony, for a lack of better word. I liked it a lot. At the show, they provided music, food and drink and everyone seemed to have enjoyed themselves. I know I did! When I was there, I was thinking about how I used to really be into art like how Xuan is now. I used to paint and draw because it was something I enjoyed doing and take pleasure in. Ever since I started CSULB, my focus and priorities steered elsewhere. Art has now become more of a leisure for me, I guess. I still enjoy to pick up a pencil now and then when I get the chance to. Anyways, these guys put a lot of work in this show and it was an awesome success! =D
















After the show, we went to downtown Fullerton. =]