In My Dreams

Long before we know ourselves, our paths are already set in stone.
Some may never figure out their purpose in life, and some will.
There are a lot of us who are caught up in this hell we all live in.
Content with being blinded by rules and judgment.

We live in a world where it's more okay to follow than to lead.
In this world being a leader is trouble for the system we are all accustomed to.
Being a leader in this day and age is being a threat.
Not many people stood up against the system we all call life.

But toward the end of our first ten years into the millennium we heard a voice.
A voice who was speaking to us from the underground for some time.
A voice who spoke of vulnerabilities and other human emotions and issues never before heard so vividly and honest.

This is the story of a young man who not only believed in himself, but his dreams too.
This is the story of 'The Man On The Moon'

-Kid Cudi

Sunset and Sammies

Danny and I went fishing yesterday and had a little picnic on the boat. We didn't catch a darn thing though! =( We made macaroni grilled cheese sammies with tomato soup on the boat and had a nice time. It was DE-LIGHT-FUL!<3

The view from the back of his parent's boat.

Boat Potluck!

Went out to Danny's boat a few weeks ago and had ourselves a little potluck kickback. Danny and I made shrimp cerviche! It could've tasted a little better. Haha but I had fun making it with him and my mom. Danny said we are like the Kneely's from, "Down Home with the Kneely's" on Food Network. Haha <3

Overdoo

These are way overdue photos but w/e. Better late then never! I don't even remember when these photos were taken but we were at Sutra for JohnJohn's bday, I remember that much! He was suppose to DJ (DJ MISO) that night but for some reason or another, it didn't work out and he wasn't able to. Nonetheless, we had a good time and enjoyed ourselves. =)

Why So Serious?

I find this in the company of my friends. <3

I Need a Change in the Wind

Gosh! At work this month , I've already loss 12hrs of work due to the learners being sick. I mean, it's unfortunate that they're sick and junk and I was too, at one point this month, but I'm losing my hours! and they're not easy to make-up. =( As much as I enjoy working with these kids, the work schedule is SO inconsistent! I don't have a set schedule; where even when someone is sick, I can still come into work (like at a school setting). Everything is so dependent on the family's health. One of the mom cancelled TWICE because she had a headache. And here I am at home, with no work. As much I like the down time and the breaks in between, I'm not making any money and that really is a problem for me. I want a second job! or maybe even a new job if I'm working more hours, like 35+ hours. Time for a change, really.

On another note, since I've been working here, I feel that the more I work here at the homes, the less I'm enjoying the idea of doing ABA. It gets so lonely and boring sometimes; and it TOUGH work! I almost got my shirt ripped last week! :O They can be aggressive little monsters, sometimes! Haha Here, I have no coworkers to talk to or anyone to interact with. Sure, I have the learner there but half the time they're really not there. Not to sound heartless or selfish, but it's not like I can really have a conversation with them or anything. =/ Working here has made realize that I need to work in a social environment; where I can talk to people and actually have coworkers. I'm a 'people person," always have been. Maybe it really is time for a change...

Guardian Angel...

we all have one... =)

By DanMadek